Rubbish

I do not care what ever people see me as, or think of me as anymore.
As my loves one had did this to me........."leaving me alone in the dark".
I have scars all over my hand and arm.
My eyes is swollen like a goldfish....hell ya
You wanna think of me as bad ass, then i'm bad ass. You wanna think of me as bastard then i'm a bastard.
Will be wasting my whole life.....

BOYFRIEND VS FRIEND

BOYFRIEND VS FRIEND

Boyfriend

F= Forgives mean to Forget
R= Ready to share everything wit you
I= Intended to help you when you're in troubles
E= Extra care for you compared to others
N= Nice and caring
D= Dare to fight for your right if you're being bully and help to defense u.


Friend

F= "Find 1 day,come out yam cha"(always said the same phrase,but din even call or leave u a text asking you to go out yam cha also)
R= Re-use of each others,to make own self profitable
I= Intended to cabut if he/she knows that u need his/her help!
E= Extra careful with your words,dun mention d sensitive phrase"CAN BORROW ME $?"
N= Need help,they automatically come n find you(but when u need their help,they will say,"sorry leh,i think i cant help you coz.....1001 reasons")
D= "Do what ever u want,as long as dun give me troubles can liao!!!!!"

JUST MY 2 CENT NIA,no offence to anyone ya...

This song do really......reflect....thing

As i was doing nothing, but feeling sad......i stumped upon this song....

Artist : Hoobastank Lyrics
Song : The Reason

i'm not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you.
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you ............................

P/S: Was hoping you understand.....after all this while.....

Meaning Of Unforgiving~*ching*

Unforgiving - One who has difficulty forgiving the hurt or injustice done to them

*sob* *sob*

Words

As i was housekeeping my mailbox i come to an article call words.

Words can bring consolation, comfort, encouragement, and hope.
Words can take away fear, isolation, shame, and guilt.
Words can reconcile, unite, forgive, and heal. - i could not agree with this
Words can bring peace and joy, inner freedom and deep gratitude.
Words, in short, can carry love on their wings.
A word of love can be one of the greatest acts of love.

How true is it? Where is the negativity of this?

Own quote: "Words do more harm and than good."

And i couldn't agree more. If this original article writer is infront of me, surely i'll smack on his head very hard......
Prove it to me.....can you?

Meaning Of Forgive~* ching*

Since love is proved by works and not words alone,
“What we live is more important than what we say, because the right way of living always leads to the right way of speaking.

When we forgive, we forget the fault and accept the apologizes with grateful heart.
When we forgive our neighbours from our hearts, our hearts will speak forgiving words.
When we are grateful, we will speak grateful words, and when we are hopeful and joyful, we will speak hopeful and joyful words.

Choose Love, Choose Happiness

Revenge, Hatred And Unforgiveness Is The Cause Of Sadness.
Are you taking some revenge on someone, And letting him feels what you feels.

Do you feel sad and hurt when someone you love suffers?
Do you feel sad and hurt when you loose something you hold to?
Let all the sad memories go. Just keep the happy one.
You win everything. He lost all completely.

” Life is about making choices. You can choose to hold to negativity like hatred and fear,
Or you can choose to let things go and live with happy thought’s with the one you loved the most.”

So let the fear and hurt go….just like gently letting go something that you hold tightly in your hand.
Don’t let your life go stagnant.
Let things go............
The void of negativity can be filled with love and gratitude.
Choose LOVE , and HAPPINESS will follow.

This What Love Is......And This Is What Love Needs! 

8TV summer live concert in esplanade

Yesterday , went to the 8tv summer live concert in esplanade. Despite breathing like a sick pig, i still attend the gathering. Fuck!!! it's so crowded with 80, 000 people in the field. Not counting those without tickets and outside the field viewer....

It is so pack and damn.... the rela, 8tv crew and the organizer.....for not having to be able to control the situation there. Joey is late...thus the concert were not finished in time. It is late...till 11.58pm. Going home late at night , soaked and wet.....Cuz they are spraying water from bomba hose halfway during the concert to kept the crowd cool because they are all sweating like hell.

My friend all are having fun there.....except me......
Missing something.......and i'm really just so stupid fuck to attend the concert there in esplanade...which i could just watch it on 8TV. Remind me....if she were there, i would really have great time....
Argh....why everything must be her? Why ? Is she special or what?

There's a girl whom my fren bring along asking me to go seaside together after the concert.
KNNCCB la......i'm not interested in you la. Cibai la.......you think i would betrayed my friend and go out with you?
Don't you know my friend wanna tackle you? Don't pretend you know nothing. FUCK I would not betrayed my friend...
And i would not go out with other gals except her.

Reasonable Quote?

Quote : "No one is worth your tears, and the one who is worth, wont make you cry.. "

Is it a reasonable quote. Well, for me i think it's NOT reasonable at all!
Because is it like asking you.....

What comes first? "A chicken or A chicken EGG?"
If you say a chicken EGG, if there's no chicken to lay the egg where the egg comes from?
If you say CHICKEN, before there's a chicken there'll supposed to be a chicken egg, before hatching into a chicken.

Anyone can answer this?

What Type Of Guy Is Cool~~~?

As i happen to going through some really rough time in life, i have noticed something in real life.
What type of guys which is consider cool to gals.
Type A ( Da Cool Dude)
1. Have Load Of Gals Around
2. Walk Around, Eat Around, Sleep Around
3. Play And Leaving Without A Word
4. Easy To Get Over
5. Short Term Relationship
6. Moreover ....Got Money
7. No Need To Work
8. Dun Care
9. Drive Luxury Car, Sport Car, Modified Car Or Imported Car
10. Only Think For Ownself

Type B ( The Not Cool Dude)
1. The Type That Stick To One
2. Stay In One Place
3. Too Much Hope .....And Too Much Talking
4. Worried And Care Too Much
5. Long Term Planning
6. Earn A Fix Income.
7. Normal 9-5
8. Get Jealous
9. Locally Assembled (hehe....etc PROTON)
10. Too Much Thinking

Guess.....i fall in the Mr. No No Cool Category.
Oh....What The Hell......! I'm worse than Mr. No No Cool.