Unstable

Everyone is healthy in life. People learn to appreciate their health and to live life to the fullest. One never knows when illness will strike any of us. It took me awhile to realize this after I became ill. It is very hard to adjust to a new environment. I know it is hard. We have all been on that road. Love and enjoy your life to the fullest. Cuz “life is short”

“ Life is short! Why you ‘re still sad? …Forget about the past…..”
“Why must you live a sad life. Can’t you just be happy, Why don’t you look forward to future and live happily”
This words kept lingering in my mind everyday since she told me that.

Again for the first time in my life, i feel so unsure/unsecure of my future.
So much for your kind words, advise and reminder.....*hugsssssssss*.
I’m hanging myself on a tree….

Nature Of A Heart

She stood by the bench and studied the crowd of people making their way to the food court.
Her interest in him had begun long time ago. She's in loves...... But he doesn't know at all. Taking a closer look at him......A simple soft glance from him makes her heart melt. A thoughtful soul and insightful mind.
She discovered the previous owner's name. During the next year and one-month the two grew to know each other through the phone calls and meeting up secretly. A Romance was budding. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn't matter what she looked like.

The day comes. A young women was running toward him. her figure long and slim. Her black hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears. Her eyes were showing tears of happiness. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her outfit she was like springtime come alive. He started to move toward her. As he moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips.
Almost uncontrollably he made one step closer to her. And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray brown eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. He did not hesitate.

Guys : I am so glad you could meet me. May I take you to dinner?"

The girl face broadened into a tolerant smile.
Yes...."But i don't know what this secret meeting is all about," she answered.

The true nature of a heart is seen in it's response to the unattractive.
"Tell me whom you love" "And I will tell you who you are."

Don't Like To See You Cry

My phone rang continuosly and nonstop

Me : Hello!
Caller: Hello!. Are you home? I'm feeling very down, Just want to find someone to chat with. Are you free?
Me : No! i'm At Work, Wat Sup?
Caller: Then nevermind. Don't want to disturb you. That's all then, bye!-bye!

Just cry out if it make you feel good. My shoulder is here, for you to lean, for you to hit.
Just treat me as him, scold all you want, like how he'd hurt you that day.
In love, even if it's a mistake, don't worry, I'll be by your side.
Give you an understanding smile, a warm big hug and a touch on forehead.
Promise to do what I said. There's a window in every troubles of love, open it then you'll see the sunshine.
Start a new life. Leave him. Leave him once and for all. Leave him for the last time he hurt you.
Forget the past. The past is the past, no matter how good how beautiful, it's only the past.
Let me accompany you just to show you the way, head towards the future to find somebody who really love you.
Don't like to see you cry, swollen eyes cuz you cannot see the blue blue sky. There are sunshine beneath the sky. Your kind smiling face, the beautiful you that i used to love, who's understanding towards all.
Don't like to see you cry, happiness won't wait for you forever. The quiet stars at night, twinkling faraway,
I wants you to wipe your tears, and "MAKE A WISH".

Wild Chrysanthemum

Walk past a mud puddle, on it is a wild chrysanthemum flower. It's petals has open, beside it growing new seedlings. In front is a row of bamboo shoots, a farmer living alone in his shed.
Three vegetables plots and three padi fields, growing vegetables and flowers.
Heavy rain keeps pouring down, there's a big puddle on the ground. Grown beautifully and swaying gently, wild chrysanthemum became a water flower. A Wild chrysanthemum...a wild chrysanthemum, is this your home? Is This where you belongs to? It gently shakes its head, this is not my home. Where is your home then?
Swaying gently in the wind, my home is somewhere under the sky. Where is your home then?
Somewhere between the high mountains and thick clouds, searching for it in my dreams..................

Which i realised my life is like the flow and tide of the ocean....Never ever will stay calm and stable.....

Contact

Everytime we meet, it is like an organiser.
Every route I send you, know it well even if I close my eyes, like memorising a book. Feeling of excitement makes me want to cheer, praising this little happiness.

We're able to grab hold of this love, dreams dancing away in my heart. Two hearts in contact, don't need reasons to convince. Love is my gift to you. I'm very confident, this happiness is enough to satisfy for no matter how long. No one is able to prevent. Love is the map you gave me. I follow the route, and going to move into your world to stay.

I don't want to be too blinded by love, come and carry a 'backpack of bliss' with me.

Remembrance ~

I stand at the bus-stop looking at you both, looking at him kissing lightly on your hand.
The shining diamond ring.... sweet meeting, I should give you my blessing kiss. Love is like the rose on your skirt, from now on fluttering in the air beside someone else.
I can only think back but can't go near to someone, who gave up on me?
Love is like a heavy rain, finding a wet and unwanted heart. That person wants to cry, wants to shout, wants to ran towards you. If I could snatch back your love and push away my regrets. If I could. . . . .
The happiness, the tears I owed, I compensate with my future. Snatch back your love?
Then will I understand? Even if it's tough, even if I lose, coz of you, love makes me braver.
Snatch back your love to claim back the past?
Love is selfish and forgiving, it's difficult for love to be fair.

Before Dawn Break

The tired street lights dim one by one as dawn breaks.
I step on the accelerator....vroom!!!! , going along with the wind, unable to close my eyes for the whole night. The sun rays begin to reveal from the horizon, I'm still staying at the edge of darkness. With an oblivious heart, I totally forgot the time, stopping at the very last scene.

Before dawn breaks, you finally said, our love has no tomorrow. Whose appearance, who should say good bye, putting a completed script in front of my eyes. The silent side view of your face, is so beautiful, so far away. You took everything away, emptied my world, this is the coldest season in my life.

Secretly wipe away the tears from my eyes, don't want to be easily seen. Before the sky lightens up today, I have to be mentally prepared not to let my feeling be too obvious.

Whirlpool

Without a word, I stand at the end of the tunnel,
The leaving train sounded its horn and past by.
No signs or shadows, my whole heart is hung upside down,
This time there shouldn't be a wind blowing.

Imminent, imminent, my heart has gone beyond,
Fiery stars, burning into a whirlpool of love, surround me, can't hide away.

Unexpectedly, this loneliness is like a whirlpool,
Surrounding me, can't hide away, can't be broken.

Without a word, you left in silence, your face is expressionless.
Once uncautious, I'll fall into your whirlpool, love you till breathless.
Silence, silence, is the reason for not thinking about you.