I'm Leaving My Past Behind

Sorry but i have to said this, " That's it! I'm leaving my past behind, and i'm leaving you.....I'm leaving my jobs and move to somewhere else to stay " I'm moving out..
Don't worry, I am not going to delete this blogs....it is just that i'm moving on ...to somewhere ...someplaces to stress out my mind.....I am only moving my myself! Get isolated and be on my own.

Sorry but it is not related to anybody or anyone. I felt depressed this few years due to ??. Until then, I will not do any posting on this blogs for a period of time. I will only continues with blogging when i'm back home.

You stayed. Because you believe in something. I don't have a future if i stay in the same spot......for now. Someday like me you will realise all that sacrifices than you've done worth nothing to that person. At that time you'll know what to do and what you shud do. Perhaps, being alone and moving out is the solution.

But I want you to know that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so rude, unintelligent, childish, selfish,
aggressive, hopeless, and to care too much that i interfere your life and the way it's supposed to be.
I'm sorry for caring when I said I did not, loving when I said I would not. I'm sorry for throwing away the wonderful life you offered. I'm sorry for not respecting myself enough to know that my self-loathing was being spilled over onto you. I don't know what the source of these problems is, but it's not you. I've blamed you, and I am wrong. I love you the only way I know how to love a person, which doesn't seems fit perfect in the eyes of someone who loves as much as you do. I'm so sorry. Don't think about forgiveness...just know that I wish you nothing more than peace.

Lastly what i wanted to say is....."Sorry but i'm leaving everything in the past behind and moving on with my own life." And " I'm just glad....i did (Thanks to the courage that i have).

*~ For a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime? ~*

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered.

And now it is time to move on.

Then people come into your life for a season because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real!

But, only for a season.

Lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons.
Things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

I'm Sorry Mr.Bikes

When you have something in your life which you happen to be "to used to it", suddenly when it's gone, you will felt weird and not the same anymore. I'm sorry Mr.Bikes....I'm so sorry to sell you off. There's a lot of memory between me and you.....and you're a part of my life too.

You've bring me places that i could never have been there if it weren't you.
You contains load of sweet and sad memories.....And i have no doubt of your sentimental value for me.

But lately you are giving me so much trouble to maintain you. So i have to sell you.
May the person whom i sold you to, will take good care of you.

Good Bye! Bikes! Good Bye! And I'll always remember i have you before......
I Love You throughout the year you with me.......BYE And GOOD BYE FOREVER...
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